When the news of death in the family reaches the relatives and friends, the first thing that they should say is the following Qur'anic verse (2:156): "Inna lil-laahi wa innaa ilayhi raaji'oon [Truly! To Allâh we belong and truly, to Him we shall return.]"
today early morning after 4 am in Pakistan at house, i received call from mother after 5 am i understand life is very short and people make a house in others heart and it painful to face one of the fact. we can only pray for her now to be forgiven. Ammin
Iqra Birthday 30-11-2010 night these days she was bit ok health wise some times she used to say i am feeling warmer so we used to take her out in the nights and she feels better
when ever she get up from her bed she looks into my room and asks did i ate something or not? sometimes she comes into our room and share whatever is going in her mind.
Granma with aisha first she was not satisfied but slowly she started liking her, actually by granma permission only i came into relationship because she agreed, then recently when granma was not well we both used to take her to clinic and then granma liked her the way took care, saying that "Aisha is a good once she took care of me" and wanted to take aisha with her in pakistan and few days back she told "mother and daughter in law took care of me"
Granma with me have no words .... i born by two mothers, she is the one took care of me from every single thing. when i am sick she cant sleep sitting next to my bed, calling mother to bring this and bring that!! i got everything from granma from my admission in school to eternal prayers of her all the time, when i was late she used to call me and wake up everyone mother and father, where we shifted our house my bed was next to hers until my marriage. in school days she used to hold my hand and take me to the bus stop in the early mornings. she used to fight for me with uncle and everyone when it comes for my rights!! she looks angry but was really soft heart, i felt very bad because no one took care of my granma now when she went to country everybody showed their ego and useless status, few days here she was not feeling well and was admitted to hospital in emergency section and reports says that her hypertension and diabetics problems have reached to her heart level, some times her BP was very low and some very times high, mother and aisha took her care like a small child even her own daughter cant do that and that happened only. granma wanted to go to the country to see her daughter. i feel very sorry for her condition which the people made her in back country!!
she loved her daughter because she was a mother and had only one daughter, when granma was in ajman hospital few days back she already acted as she is going to be the last proper conversation with us, me father mother and aisha were next to her bed when she said that you all are my loved once and she told father to don't worry i forgive you, and mother as you are the only person who took care of me all life and were together, she knew when she dies me and aisha cant be with her which really makes me sad because we from before don't believe in anyone else in taking care for granma!! this was the first time when father came to any hospital in think in my life because i never say him visiting anyone not even on my birth!! but when i called he immediately rushed to see her with all the children!! even in the airport he came i knew he was uncomfortable when i saw him at the workshop, and he arrived and kissed her mother head and said you are leaving me alone!! as if he knew she is going to be in the wrong hands of country people!! i called elder uncle and younger uncle coordinated to make them be together just for the sake of your mother and told them to be happy just in front of her, even aisha told elder uncle to come and see granma at hospital but he never came!!
we gave them notes on how to feed her when to feed and what to feed and everything, we told them to take her to hospital in Multan but they never did that!!!! person comes and goes but these things are counted ....
اَللَّهُمَّ اغْفِرْ لِحَيِّنَا وَمَيِّتِنَا وَشَاهِدِنَا وَغَائِبِنَا وَصَغِيْرِنَا وَكَبِيْرِنَا وَذَكَرِنَا وَأُنْثَانَا. اَللَّهُمَّ مَنْ أَحْيَيْتَهُ مِنَّا فَأَحْيِهِ عَلَى اْلإِسْلاَمِ، وَمَنْ تَوَفَّيْتَهُ مِنَّا فَتَوَفَّهُ عَلَى اْلإِيْمَانِ، اَللَّهُمَّ لاَ تَحْرِمْنَا أَجْرَهُ وَلاَ تُضِلَّنَا بَعْدَه
Allahum maghfir lihayyina, wa mayyitinaa, wa shaahidina, wa ghaa-'ibina, wa sagheerina, wa kabeerina, wa dhakarrina wa untha. Allahumma man ahyaitahu mina fa ahyihi 'alal Islami wa man tawaf-faytahu mina fatawaffahu 'alal imani. Allahumma la tahrima arjahu wa la tudhillana ba'dahu
O Allah! Forgive our living and our dead, those who are with us and those who are absent, our young and our old, our men and our women. O Allah! Whomever you keep alive from us keep him alive on Islam, and whomever you take away from us, take him as a believer. O Allah! Do not leave us bereft of his good and do not send us astray after them.
[Ibn Majah 1:480, Ahmad 2:368]
Ya Allah Forgive my Granma and keep her safe from the hell fire and grave punishment and make her stay until the judgement day as a safe and place for rest for her soul Ammin
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